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You said you loved her, what kind of love was that? You were supposed to accept her as she was used to be, you were obliged to have faith in her every single word, you were supposed to appreciate her flaws too as she did to yours. Those flaws made her different among others, which were appealing for you. Then what happened? Why you broke her, moulded her and  still you're not satisfied? Why even being a man you couldn't hold on to your assertions? She expected you to hold her hand in her weakest times and tell her you'll always be there for her no matter what circumstances and differences would be there between you both. Instead you left her alone and distrusted her. Do you know what hurts her more? It hurts her reminiscing the moments spent with you previously, the old version of yours, she even forgot what you used to call her in sobriquet. Your changed behavior seems, as someone uses a beauty product and compares it's BEFORE and AFTER affects, which are exactly diffe...

From personal writings

Whenever she looks into the mirror, it seems like some sort of x-ray machine, that displays her soul with a hundreds of cracks on it. And by each passing day those cracks are increasing with every strike. At the age of 25, she seem an old age woman in there, who has lost her everything, who has wept her sorrow for decades, going through her menopausal stage and now all she possess are darker circles around her eyes, heartaches, restlessness, a cracked soul and excessive pain in every single pore of her body.

when she fell apart

She was an ordinary girl having ordinary life but extraordinary goals and wishes. She found you and lived a mesmerizing beautiful dream for a short while. You both were determined, loyal, loving, and compatible with one another. Your integrity belonged to her and her's belonged to you. Every inch of your skin was her possession and her's was yours. Then what tore your hearts apart?  Foundation. You both failed to construct a healthy base of your relationship, where your love, loyalty, determination, and compatibility could stand. And now there is no way back, you both would have to suffer your journey with broken hearts and tired souls. The only thing you can do is to make your children sensible enough to not repeat that mistake which their parents did.