Closed Ended

You said you loved her, what kind of love was that? You were supposed to accept her as she was used to be, you were obliged to have faith in her every single word, you were supposed to appreciate her flaws too as she did to yours. Those flaws made her different among others, which were appealing for you. Then what happened? Why you broke her, moulded her and  still you're not satisfied? Why even being a man you couldn't hold on to your assertions? She expected you to hold her hand in her weakest times and tell her you'll always be there for her no matter what circumstances and differences would be there between you both. Instead you left her alone and distrusted her. Do you know what hurts her more? It hurts her reminiscing the moments spent with you previously, the old version of yours, she even forgot what you used to call her in sobriquet. Your changed behavior seems, as someone uses a beauty product and compares it's BEFORE and AFTER affects, which are exactly different. If you knew, you couldn't be consistent with her, you shouldn't get in her way.
We all have one and only person in our lives who possess the ability to construct or destroy us, and that was you for her. Though you were ought to build her being, to be her strength rather you torn her heart into million pieces and dispersed those pieces in front of others, to be stepped on easily, and you lost a GEM heart owing to your ego. Time doesn't heal all wounds it merely fades the crust of those sore cracks, leaving the mark behind for eternity. That's the same case with the aches you gave her, she gone through this by using the ointment of stoicism but you'll never be able to see beyond her being. Because now she's as closed ended question for you, to which you can't go in detail.